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You don’t believe or trust anything
Have a frontal lobotomy or not do an entire brain transplant, there is very little to feel confident about. Why are you here anyway and those dark thoughts come to the fore. g – why talk. You are desperate too, for anyone to notice however the fear of a. The wrong response and b. judgement…
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You can’t truly understand what goes
My own help until now – and it’s all because of her. How on earth could she act normally, in work, and yet also withdraw money from the hole in the wall as she head for the bus? There is no excuse for this behaviour. What has happen in her life to make her do…
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When your mind is stacking everything
Canto what life can be like. or from mental. Health issues to give an insight into what life can be like. How flipping hard it is to ne to be a total warrior to save yourself. To make sure you stay upright and alive against you. And I mean real stacking; when you discover something…
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Which is another story altogether
PA and I rang my crit card provider to report it as lost stolen. Broken trust this to go through my recent list of purchases. To my horror I realis there had been some fraudulent activity going on, and what really stood out to me was that ATM machines had been us. This was an…
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who has to assess my care nest
Of kind words Neighbours popping in with sweets and a smile. Each one of them trying to convince me that none of this is my fault. Even my caseworker, an NHS nurse, yearly phon, then came out to visit, realising I ne a little extra support. I can only hope that life will return to…
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Which in turn makes my pain
Affect meI don’t know, I don’t ne to , but my mind is saying otherwise. And waiting on my assessment Oh and before I forget, as if I could. Sandwich between all of this was my Personal Independent Payment (PIP) assessment. Given all the negative press the process has got, it wasn’t as bad as…
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Which has totally shock
I felt sick a long time and . of my break from therapy at least I had some focus. I listen to music and some crap radio most days, mitat twice a week and cook, cook, cook. I promis I would continue, but steadily over time, old ways took over again and it all began…
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Where has all the time gone
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When I go to my house
Had a meaning or memory. The day the drying out start. Something I’d wait weeks for, and been so excite about, delay because they found asbestos (lucky me) and having to have it remov, yet watching them remove wallpaper and some of the last pieces of skirting boards, broke me all over again, yet more…
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I have had countless interactions with people
Story raising awareness and and suicide prevention, looking for support and advice, and or thanking me for doing what I do because I’ve help them see that there is a way forward despite the depths of the grief and despair. I never share those stories because they’re not my stories to tell and I wouldn’t…
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Which is part of the reason writing
Moments when your brain starts trying to fix things. I can remember my mum arriving and insisting on. Turning off the electrics which meant going in the water to reach it. I remember making her wear my wellies so she didn’t get wet feet. Rescuing Button, my dad arriving, texting my sister to let her…
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Who are working in partnership
Select Category ARCHIVES Archives Select Month SEARCH Search . Copyright IAM IN . All Rights Reserv. Privacy PolicyI’ve been doing a lot of thinking over the last week, sometimes a good thing and other times not so much. This rumination was much ne though, food for thought. across The Scottish Sun, as the first interview…